ENTRY 1 - 5.1.25

I'd say today was a good day. , Went to the lake with Y, E, M, and W. I had to walk there because dad had the only car. Was out there for hours until i circled back to M's house only to be picked up by W. We didn't go swimming or anything, mostly hung out on the playground. I had at least 5 bottles of water, it'd never tasted so good. We also went down the the fishing dock and dipped our feet in the water. Saw a turtle, a needle, and a empty spam can. Nature is beautiful. The whole time Y was playing a bunch of cornh songs that I'm pretty sure everyone could here, not like they know us anyways. W and E snuck off to this huge steep hill we all ((only me)) rolled down at full speed. Ms. Mary Joe saw me doing it though I hope she doesn't think I'm weird. I was feeling nauseous and had a horrible headache, given I'd purged all my food before I walked in the heat for 3 hours. It was worth it though, I'd feel worse if I was full. Got to skip out on family dinner though because of that so that's nice. Don't get me wrong I love my siblings but eating in public is a NIGHTMARE. Still thinking about the coyote pups I saw in the woods a few days ago.